Im still thinking should I continue blogging.

Anyway...

Ryoji is adapting well to childcare now.
He's willing to change into uniform, wait for me to get change and bring him to school.
He even request his Ahgong to bring him down.
He now will walk himself to school!
Unlike those horrible morning, I need to force/bluff him to get change.
He would struggle when I carried him to school. He would scream and scold till he lost his voice. It was really terrible! It was like a "war" was going on! My patient was running dry.

And i dont think of changing Childcare for him. I dont want Ryoji to go through the same thing again. It really hurt me seeing him like this. Ryoji was having night terror almost every night. During that period, he fall sick so easily. We even spent one night at the KKH A&E due to very high fever. It wasnt easy for him. I just hate seeing him suffer.

And my due date is getting nearer! Im hoping that baby can stay longer inside me. But this few day, saw quite a number of mummies gave birth already. See their baby's photo.. I was like.. Aww, I wanna give birth and see how my baby look! And then the next minute, I will scare I wont be able to handle two kids. LOL!

I believe I will be able to.. Ryoji will be in school till 4-5PM, I will have time to rest while he's in school. And in the beginning, Daddy will be there helping me with both kids. So, shouldn't be a problem. Im just worried Dad and Mum will have a hard time coaxing Ryoji when Im in hospital. That's all.

Okay, I will update soon again.. Byee~

My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
(I-I-I-I-I)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
(Oh)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

'Cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love

Boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom

Oh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh you know-
I don't mind

And, yes
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find you light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong

Follow you heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.

Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L'univers
Poursuis ta quete
Sans regarder derriere
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve

Suis ton etoile
Va jusqu'ou ton reve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu croix si tu croix si tu croix
En toi
Suis la lumiere
N'eneins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je croix que je croix que je croix
Que je croix
En toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me to
And when I hold you close
I'll know that is true

Follow your heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.

I wonder is Ryoji coping well in school... :( Missing him so much! Missing Hubby so much too!

Thursday, October 06th, 2011



[To Love You More by Celine Dion]

Did nothing much today.. Rot at home for the whole of day. :)
Editing blogskin at another link, once Im done, I will transfer the code into this blog. :)
Alright, shall end here. Have been sitting in front of the computer for almost whole of today.


Wednesday, October 05th, 2011


Tuesday, October 04th, 2011

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It's 44975875683 years since I last blog.
I don't know where to start from. But Im sure this year gotta be a tough one. I hope I will stay strong for Ryoji and Hubby. 为了这个家，我拼到底！

Last week, I look through Ryoji's photos. He really grow up alot! Didn't even notice. Gotta go get Ryoji a childcare soon. He's turning 3 very soon! All his little friends already schooling. Only left Ryoji, i guess..
I kinda dont bear... I will definitely miss the days Ryoji and I shared!

Nsh is right, Ryoji and I must move on. We can't stay on the same point anymore. Thanks Nsh for all the advice and "scoldings". Lol!

eh, I will stop here for this post. Hope I will blog more. :)
Good nights!